Well, I will be really frank with this daily writing prompt. As a kid I used to believe that being good with everyone is the best policy in life. But that proved to be blunder of my life. I just went on helping others and when I needed help there was no one. Then there was a sudden realization that a blunder has been committed by me. All the people who were with me have moved ahead and I am the guy who is sitting at the back. Now no one even likes saying a hi or hello to me. Being lonely is a punishment.
Becoming a kind of person, you never wanted to be is really bad for a person. You try to do something called like rise and shine, but you fail again and again. As a person you have no idea where to go. You are just sitting on your chair thinking what to do because whole of your life you were being good with others and thinking they will also behave in same manner. Which never happened and is never going to happen. People move forward I as a person moved backwards.
Whatever I believed as a kid proved wrong. All my theories went wrong and it’s like everybody is shining and the person who was once really happy with this world. Is now really the unhappy one. Trying to figure out what went wrong. Life is like a pack of falling cards now and the negative issues being faced are too many. I have nothing talk and tell others about what has happened in the past 10 years or so.
The biggest mistake I made was that was of thinking that everybody is good and people help each other. But I was totally wrong out here. The time at which I realized the truth maybe it was too late. Too many people had already spoiled my piece of cake. Issues arise when the people who are the nearest to your heart do things which hurt you the most. It is like a shock for a person, and you can just do one thing that just sit and watch your own demolition. Watch yourself fail everywhere and in each task you do.
Facing problems is not the issue but facing too many of them becomes an issue. Instead of becoming good with time your life becomes a disaster with time. When you see people moving forward and gradually gaining things with time. Till some point you can take it but after a certain point it starts hurting you because your life is in a reverse gear. So, the thing I believed as a kid that be nice to others and others will also be nice with you turned out to be totally ridiculous for me. Had I not followed it life would have been better. Please let me know about your thoughts in comments.
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